Love in the virtual world

The most amazing feeling in the world to feel that there are some people total strangers on this vast virtual world love you for who you are Although you never met ,although you never actually talked but just exchanging comments and Likes ,it makes you feel that love has no boundaries .I was touched by many girls who consider me like their sister and say they love me without even seeing me!!
i find myself also that I love and like people without actually knowing them ,I feel their spirit .I get touched by their words .I feel deep inside that they are good people and i wish if i can tell them that I really Love you for who you are Although it may see Awkward 🙂 
The most amazing thing about internet and facebook that people don’t judge you for how you look or your status or whatever but just through your words that you type ,for who you really are as a person .I wish I can Love them as much as they love me becoz truly I feel so blessed AlhamdulilAllah 🙂 

Loss

when u have someone or something in ur life for a long time ,u get used to it and start to take it for granted but when u suddenly lose that thing or someone ,now u wonder how will u live without it? u try to remember how was ur life before everything started.surprisingly,it was okay ,u were living and taking life as it is .why now can’t u go back like before? pretend it didn’t even exist in the first place ,how would you live? like it doesn’t matter ,right? 
The problem is that we get attached to ppl and things like they r the oxygen we breathe and without them we can’t survive .I like that Quote from a Movie I watched the other day “The possessions you own ends up owning you” somehow it’s true if you let someone or something to take ur freedom then u will live ur whole life as a slave to it . close ur eyes ,imagine urself without anything or anyone ,how u feel? r u scared or u still believe that ur existence depends on others whether it’s ppl or materialistic things? Liberate urself today and be okay with just being You 🙂 

MY New Year’s Resolutions

As I said before I wrote a list of goals this year just in case .there are some things that I would like to achieve in this new year so I wrote a list of goals and wishes 

Here’s my Resolutions for 2014 :

1-Get an IPad 4th Generation (since I used my sis’s and I’m in totally in love with it.it’s portable and easy to use plus having many apps in the itunes store u can read books ,watch movies and listen to music .it’s like having a laptop in ur hand and the fun part is that u can carry it Everywhere esp when it’s cold and you just wanna lie in bed and check out facebook and watch youtube.i’m dying to get one this year inshaAllah)

2-be fluent in French (well this was my goal for many years and I really started and I listened to many CDs and I know lots of words now but still I wanna be confident speaking it and to be able to write in French as well .i really wanna improve myself and get to the advanced levels and I know it takes time and determination but I gonna work on it and I wish I can be really fluent this year .wish me luck 🙂

3-Get over my fears and be more social ( I know that I’m introvert and that’s who I am as a person but all I want to be more confident and secure and I want to depend only on myself for a while at least I think that will give me so much confidence and they say u have to get out of ur comfort zone to achieve what u want and I rly wanna test this theory and face my fears )

 

4-eat only healthy food but indulge myself once in a blue moon (I’ve been on and off diets for many years and therefore losing and gaining weight but what I knew i was doing wrong is “dieting itself”  becoz we shouldn’t diet but we should modify our lifestyle and since I read the book “You on diet ” I knew what works and what doesn’t work in diets and I wanna stick to that healthy lifestyle in 2014 and for many years to come)

5-move on to another country (preferably UAE )

6-be more forgiving of my mistakes,myself and people and to be at peace with everything 

7-to read every day a verse from Qur’an 

8-to live in the moment always and enjoy life as much as I can for who knows how much I will live and life is too short and we should start living and enjoy life today becoz this very minute and second Right Now is all what we got. don’t wait for anything to happen to be happy just be happy Now 🙂

9-Remember to Remember 🙂

10-finally,write and blog more .get inspired and write more poems!

That’s all for now .wish me luck .i hope y’all  achieve ur wishes and dreams in the new year.it’s Never too late.start Now Good luck 🙂

2014

I like new beginnings .i luv everything new : new clothes,new books,new ppl u get to know for the first time ,new chances and for sure New Years. The idea of the possibilities that every new thing comes with excites me .how I gonna look in that outfit ,how will this book enrich and enlighten me and how these ppl I get to know will mean to me after a while and how each New Year holds many experiences that will make me grow every day and be better than before .I’m also the kind of person who when get stuck wants to destroy everything and start all over again like a blank new page I always want to start fresh and anew although I find it hard sometimes to let go of the past completely! 
I keep going there in my mind trying to understand why things happened that way and what did I do and where I went wrong becoz without finding a closure for everything I keep going back and it drives me crazy .it makes sad when I invest so much time and feelings in something and it turns out to be Nothing  and I keep blaming myself for everything .i really give myself a hard time and I want to stop this in the new year let’s say that I will try to be more tolerant of my mistakes becoz we all make them and nobody’s perfect.
On the other hand ,I don’t like resolutions becoz let’s face it no one sticks to them except few and I hate to put pressure on myself or stress myself out to just achieve some list of goals.i do things at my own pace and I’m doing just fine but when I have to be like I have to do this and that I get bored and de-motivated plus failing to accomplish these resolutions makes me feel like shit and I’m not that disciplined person to be honest.
If u listen to  or read much self-help stuff like me ,u will find that most of them emphasize the importance of setting clear goals becoz without goals u will not go anywhere.anyways i wrote a list of Resolutions this year just in case but I believe if u want something bad enough ,u will set ur mind to it and do it without the need to write it down or set it as a goal.we r motivated by many things in life and the greater the motivation,the greater the achievement .
I will motivate myself to be better at everything I do and to be the best I could be to reach my full potential and I guess that’s enough .
2013 was great year for me although it was full of ups and downs but I learned a great deal from the good and bad experiences and challenges.I knew myself better and learned how to forgive and let go .i read some great books and watched many great movies .i deepened my relationship with some of my friends.I liked how i become more spiritual than ever before and i come to realize that God is really so near to us more nearer than we think and He hear us all the time and I really felt so blessed becoz God was and still by my side through it all. God showed me the right path and gave me peace of mind and happiness when I needed it AlhamdulilAllah I feel so blessed and loved whenever I think that God is watching over me and after all I’m not alone 
My life was never easy becoz I have got too many issues to deal with but I will always choose to look at the bright side of it and be happy about what I have right now 
I don’t know what will tomorrow brings or what the future has in store for me but I believe it’s always getting better.I trust and believe in God so I believe that the best is yet to come and I’m optimistic about this year for no particular reason but I feel it inside me that it will be the beginning of something great inshaAllah
Goodbye 2013 .2014 I’m ready bring it on 😉