Hey my dear followers ,
here’s my other new blog about poetry that i publish in it all my poems .check it out and follow if u like 🙂
if someone u love doesn’t treat u right ,so by all means leave him or her and let it go becoz if u choose to stay with this person no matter how badly he treats u then u deserve that and don’t blame anyone but urself .it’s ur fault .Loneliness is much more sweet and pleasant than being abused and manipulated and settling for less than u deserve and want!!
u bring it on urself by too much compromise and it’s bitter truth that no one can help u so help urself and love urself enough to know when to let go ,to realize that it’s over and in the end Actions speak louder than words and the person who truly luvs u will do whatever he can to prove it to u ,otherwise don’t waste ur time ,do urself a favor and move on with ur life .as they way ,if it’s meant to be ,it will be no matter how hard u try to make something work out!!
We can share a lot of stuff with other ppl but there’s some private stuff that can’t be shared with anyone even ur closest friends . Being too much secretive and all ,makes it too hard for me to share stuff with ppl in general and my friends in particular especially the emotional stuff that connected with my deep emotions.i feel that if i told anyone about my emotions it’s like i’m standing naked in front of this person and i can’t trust anyone enough to tell them my secrets or my emotions .it’s like my privacy that i don’t want it to be violated besides ,I hate to be really vulnerable or weak in front of anyone .I’m too much sensitive and i’m kinda afraid if ppl didn’t understand or appreciate how hard it is for me to be vulnerable!! I’m too much complicated I know but that’s me and i don’t like anyone to take me or my emotions for granted!
but every now and then ,i think we all need to open up and be vulnerable in front of someone so close to us to pour our hearts out ,talk about our emotions and fears and know for sure that this person will listen and not judge!
getting that huge weight off ur chest helps A lot and sometimes you can be assured that u r not alone
Someone who will listen without trying to fix you but just listen !
women in general being so emotional need this and only emotionally intelligent men can do this!
Sometimes u wonder about the ppl that u used to know what they r doing now ,where r they ,how they live their lives! I ponder about that Alot esp my friends that i used to know at school ,in primary school when i was in Libya .I still wonder about these twin girls i used to know Sawsan and Hala (Hala is the blonde girl and sawsan is black one) they weren’t identical twin but they were so much fun esp Hala the way she laughs while crying in hysterical way and that naughty little girl who used to sit next to me at class ,it’s funny memories really and i hope they r safe and okay now .I wonder what happened to my friend sally who i used to know at high school ,the thing is we weren’t that close but she used to sit next to me at class and I remember we used to talk and gossip A Lot .the only friend from highschool that i still talk to is Emy and she is rly my best friend .there is also Nour but we only talk on Facebook .my friends from college we r still in touch but not that close like be4 .everyone got his own life now ,some get married ,some still stuck and try to figure something out to do like me and my other friends but all in all ,it’s okay!
I still miss them so much ,I hope if we all get together and hang out like we used to even if just for one day!
sometimes we make mistakes and justify these mistakes and give ourselves reasons why we make them .we fool ourselves that wrong sometimes could be right if we suffer or under pressure or for whatever reason but wrong is wrong no matter what and we should do the right thing anywayz even if it’s difficult at first but our conscience will be clear .the end never justify the means if that means is a bad path we choose to walk without considering the consequences!!
Messages to God (The unknown) by Mai Yolyz
The future ,that mysterious box
Oh God ,i wish if i knew
many things would happen
if i just knew what will happen
what had already happened
because I chose this or that
out of ignorance
and sometimes Naivety
God ,if i had only that button to undo
all these mistakes
but how can i learn?
I have to fall to stand up again
I’m only human
Error is in my DNA
I know better Now
But how can i go on?
It scares the hell out of me
will i go insane?
someday maybe i will know for sure
Looking back at my life
knowing where I went wrong
will it be too late?
Je ne sais pas
I don’t know
why too much uncertainty in Life?
Peut etre ,Peut Etre
Nothing for sure
C’est la vie!!
only You God can assure our hearts
only You can give us peace of mind
Knowing that everything will be alright