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Why twin flames have to separate?

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Why twin flames have to separate?

 

To understand twin flame separation ,we have to look at the story of Adam and Eve,the first twin souls on Earth and Every twin flame couple are following the same pattern of Adam and Eve

I had this theory that Adam was both the male and female in one body and when he entered heaven and committed the first sin ,he experienced “Separation” ,Separation from his female half ,the female got separated from him 

That’s why twin souls has to experience separation from each other and that’s very intense and painful experience becoz it’s not just separation from themselves but separation from God as well

 

The devil (the Ego) has succeeded in making Adam and his other half Eve see themselves as different and “separate” from each other figuratively and literally!!

So when that separation happened ,twin souls has to find the way back to reunion ,to be one again but this time as one Soul in two bodies!

Adam and Eve were in Heaven as One and so close to God so they have to experience separation twice ,Separation from themselves and separation from God

So I believe the way back to Reunion with your twin soul is to be close to God again and to see your twin as you ,not someone else different and separate from you becoz at the core of their essence they are you literally but in another body!

Granted ,personalities ,traits and opinions could be so different but deep down they are you ,, and there are many similarities and familiarities and shared values between twin souls but you have to dig deep and look beyond the disagreements and remember your essence as one soul

To get reunited with your twin soul,you have to get over your ego ,,,all these false thoughts and fears of separation,pain ,suffering,etc 

It’s all tricks of the devil to keep you separate and if you see beyond the delusion of this earthy life ,you would realize that your twin is helping you get over your ego by being exactly who they are flaws and all .

They are making you expand and grow to embrace unconditional love which is the only bond that keep twin souls together 

It’s a tough journey back to reunion but it’s doable if you get over your Ego soon enough and realize that you can experience heaven on Earth again if you let your love win over your Ego!

If you get close to God again and asking for help to get you reunited with your twin 

Don’t let the devil demonize your twin making you stuck in hell and suffering becoz that damn devil enjoys nothing more than seeing you both suffer from so-called “separation” by refusing to let go of all the fears and delusions that block your way to reunion

You are smarter than that hopefully and you can say yes to reunion and No to Ego ,Do it now 🙂

 

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My Spiritual Awakening

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It is so hard experience to go through a spiritual awakening ,it is a tough and challenging process that takes you by surprise .you have to face your worst fears and your deep core wounds .it seems like Nothing I’ve experienced in my life before!

It is like you are sleeping your whole life and you suddenly woke up ,it’s shocking ,unsettling and Scary to say the least but also an amazing and transforming experience .you wake to a different world ,something beyond the physical and materialistic world you live in .you see beyond the illusion of this physical world 

To put it simply ,you got to meet God face to face! You see God for the first time from a different perspective! From my experience ,I got to see God as the ultimate source and power of unconditional love and mercy

I  burst into tears every time I just begin to think about the depth of God’s love for me and for this whole universe ,a love I’ve never felt before ,unconditional divine love .Love is the ultimate force in this universe.

I was so far away from God ,I rarely prayed and even when I did ,I did it it out of obligation but then came a point in my life where my need for a source of safety,guidance and assurance was so intense that I tried to search for it everywhere. everyone and everything i turned to failed me .I started searching for my needs somewhere else and that is when I found God 

And I started praying regularly and talking to God like the way I talk to my best friend ,I cried and poured my hear out ,I asked God a lot of Questions and begged him to help me and every time I got my answer when I least expected it even when I was so sad and losing it for real like nothing could contain my despair and sadness to the point I prayed once to God “make me happy or let me die” I was that much miserable that I had enough of everything ,God answered me like always and made me happier over and over again .All I needed back then was the feeling of being safe and protected because nothing and no one made me feel me safe ,only When I found God I felt taken care of and protected by a higher power

God listened and understood and never judged me ,I was shaken deeply by the depth of this unconditional love .A hand of mercy took me and guide me to the straight path 

I thought I was Lost but God always wanted me to return back and returning back I did 🙂

I listened to Qur’an every night before sleeping and the words of God was the only thing that kept me calm and sent me to deep and peaceful sleep 

I suffered from insomnia every now and then and sometimes for many months in a row 

Deep loneliness and depression was consuming me ,I don’t know a way to end my suffering which was a sleeping disorder ,nightmares ,insomnia ,loneliness and depression!!

I only find my solace and the assurance I needed when I found God 

You may wonder what is a spiritual awakening to begin with, A spiritual awakening is the awakening to your truest self ,you get to know who you really are ,what your are here for and who is God and what God intends for you all along before you were even born!

My awakening began when I started to think of myself as a soul (a spiritual being having a psychical experience),I no longer identified with anything else like my name,my personality ,my race,etc

The meaning of life changed completely,suddenly I become aware of the purpose of life ,the reason of my existence and the whole universe as large 

I also came to understand the concept of oneness that governs the whole universe

You are not separated from anyone or anything ,on the contrary ,we all share the oneness of soul ,we all are connected somehow

Now I realized I was created for a bigger purpose than I’ve ever imagined that I am here for a reason and to accomplish my mission on Earth is my rasion d’Etre

To be spiritually awakened is to work on transcending your Ego,the false self which identifies itself with anything that physical and fleeting like your job,race,physical body ,etc

Also to realize your role in the world whether it’s big or small ,you can help expand the whole universe by spreading love ,mercy ,acceptance ,forgiveness ,etc 

My spiritual awakening journey is still unfolding and I am excited to see how far it will get me inshaAllah 🙂


Simple woman

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Today I met this simple woman who told me about her story although she is uneducated ,she loved to learn and went to a night school just to learn the basics of education and she told her kids i want you to have the education that i didn’t had and let your children have a better education than you too 

This simple woman has innate wisdom and believes so much in the value of education ,something not many educated people are aware of 

She also spoke of God and told me we have no way of knowing what will happen to us next that’s why we should surrender everything to God and let God take care of our destiny ,i felt like this is a message from God to me . Those words reminded me of a struggle i am going through every day which is how to “Surrender” 

I try my best but every time i fail to let go and surrender ,why? Because i think I am too smart ,I overthink and analyze everything and I think I can always find a way to make things work no matter how hard it seems to be!

It’s my Ego I know ,my Ego thinks If I let go ,I will lose and be lost .

My ego thinks letting go means giving up .My Ego is scared to death of what will happen next ,uncertainty drives my ego crazy and it can’t comprehend that surrender is the most powerful act I can do to let my destiny unfold the way it is meant to be

But it is okay I don’t want to make an enemy of my Ego ,I approve of it and its fears and I am aware of it and I always remind myself of how surrender is the best way to reach my destination 

Do I stop trying?! No actually I keep trying and taking actions but I know when to stop myself and let it go and remind my ego it’s okay to be afraid but it is for your own good to believe in a higher ,smarter and more powerful force than yourself which is God 

My Ego agrees for a while then returns back again to going back and forth between freaking out and pushing me to do something 

It is good to keep my ego under control ,i am the one in control and i chose to surrender and see what will happen 

Back to this woman again I was amused and amazed at her simplicity and wisdom and the way she carried herself 

Her message is simple yet wise

Education is important ,keep learning to understand life

Believe in the power of God ,He is really the one in control ,surrender to God so you dont have to worry or think about anything in life 

All I can say is Amen 🙂

Regret : How to get over it!

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it’s the worst feeling ,it’s so negative loop that keeps repeating over and over and never stop if you kept saying to yourself “If only”!! If only I did this or said that ,if only I acted differently or made a better choice . The thing is it’s over ,what done is done .it’s in the past and you are Right now and you can’t take a time machine and go back to correct or fix what has already been done .It’s awful feeling I know I have been there and done that and it could take a hell lot of time if you kept beating yourself up for doing that mistake or this poor choice .Regret could be about Huge things like life decision or the little stuff like choosing a meal from a restaurant menu and it didn’t turn out as you expect ,you could experience a little regret like I should have had something else ,it happened with me A lot.My point is The bigger the issue ,The bigger the regret . Regret comes from a place of Knowledge .Yeah you know better now ,that’s why you blame yourself for not knowing better back then when you had to make that choice .if you had that information you would have acted differently.in other words ,when you know better ,you do better I heard these words at oprah winfery show and it hit me ,it’s so true .when you act upon lack of information ,you end up doing poor choices and disastrous things becoz it’s that simple the better you know ,the better you do .So how can you get that information? From books ,from other ppl’s experiences ,from TV shows or even movies ,anything actually that inspires you to do better . Now how to get over that feeling that keeps telling you “ You could have done better than that “ !! First thing is to tell that voice to shut up and fuck off becoz that’s your Ego not you.i had that awful intense feeling of regret once and i felt like shit and i couldn’t take it anymore and that voice inside my head never stopped and i said to it : Just shut up,I dare you to say anything mean about me again and guess what? it stopped becoz it’s not you,it’s the inner critic or Ego.Your Ego is Your sense of Self when you are at your worst . call it the inner critic or whatever ,but there is always that voice that tells you are awful ,that voice is so mean to you all the time ,it’s like you have never done anything right  .it always point out to you ,your mistakes and your flaws and it has never been kind to you .So it’s time to stop listening to that voice and treat yourself kindly . we are here to make mistakes and learn from them and we will never stop learning till we die .The most important thing to get over Regret is to feel the pain of regret ,then deal with it and heal it .you will get over it as long as you don’t resist it . Don’t regret Regret ,you have learned your lesson may be the hard way but anyways you gonna do better next time .Don’t be so hard on yourself ,give yourself a break ,it’s all well my friend .