Grateful

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I’m happy and I feel like crying too ,suddenly when you realize the wisdom of God you can’t help it but cry For many years I cried and suffered for thinking I’m So unlucky but I found out I’m lucky beyond my imagination.Every pain I have went through was a blessing in disguise

It took me years to get the meaning behind suffering ,it was for a reason which is to get me to my Destiny and I’m seeing my destiny unfolding and that’s rare ,very rare and beautiful and also challenging!

It empowers me to live my life determined and assured that I will get what I want someday somehow! 

I’m So thankful for all those who have helped me without knowing ,the hidden soldiers ,the angels in Human form ,I wish you all more happiness and success ,Life has never been better and I’m starting to figure it all out Eventually since I’ve been awakened and I feel like I’m on the right track and I am noticing synchronicities and signs that tell me Yes you are almost there ,keep going 🙂

Oh God I’m speechless ,Thank You ,Thank You,Thank You 🙂

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Memorizing The Facts!

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There are 3 jobs i wanted and dreamed to become :Being detective,Writer and/or psychiatrist !
I’m Like any normal girl ,I lived in Egypt ,went to public school ,then college and get the certificate that i can just hang on the wall or soak it in the water then drink its water .In other words ,it’s so useless !!
I remember Adel Amam’s famous Quote in one of his plays ‘’de bald bat3et shahdat” “it’s a country that like certificates” and it’s so true ,we judge others status or education by their certificates instead of their actual knowledge while if we see the most successful people ,we would find most of them didn’t complete their studies or dropped out of school like Bill gates but they chased their passions and learn through self-study and get what they wanted and become successful !
tell me how many people who really Study something because they are interested in it or because they Luv it and want to learn more about it??? you can count these people on the fingers of one hand. Most of the students think of just passing the exams and their relationship with studying and books end there with the finals .They broke up becoz this relationship isn’t based on true love but rather the need to get something done and that’s it!!

since i was a little kid ,I was taught to memorize ,Learn everything by heart even in math or science ,we would study Facts ,facts and nothing but facts ,it’s Like “hard times” in dickens novel !!
and when I graduated I faced the hard and harsh reality ,No jobs!
All these years i wasted in studying and then Nothing! Yeah ,our government teaches us to be independent ,Go and find a job for yourself!
Most of the students in our beloved Country Lost faith in Learning.Let me tell you why
first ,you teach them from childhood like 5 or 6 to memorize ,and when these little curious creatures start to ask questions ,they got suppressed becoz who are you to question the teacher? or it’s just like that “haya kda” ,you will know later when you grow up!!

then when the children grow up ,they go to elementary school and they study more facts for 3 years .following that The Nightmare ,The horror which is called “High School” or as we call it in Egypt “ el thanwya el 3amma” and since it starts ,you find your parents putting so much pressure on you to study and study and never leave the book becoz your whole life and future depends on how high your score in the exams and that the more you memorize ,the better your chances of getting high grade and getting to the college you dream of or ironically the one your parents want !!

after leaving High school with its ups and downs ,you find the college world not much different but more years you spend in memorizing and that’s true for all the colleges like Law ,arts ,education ,etc etc .After you graduate ,you find that you wasted most of your years memorizing facts that you never use in real life or don’t benefit you in any practical way!
For God sake,Stop Memorizing!! understand why the hell you are doing this? what’s the point? if we are gonna change the future ,we must think of a creative way of doing things !
I Lost faith in the education system and come to embrace the self-study approach ,Study what you love, forget about “Study” ,that very word makes you feel like you gonna just work hard to get a high score on an exam .READ ,EXPlore,Discover ,Be curious about the world and USE your Brain to think about stuff that interest you .IF we have one life ,at least spend it Doing Something you actually Love and passionate about,anything else is just waste of time,money and effort and really doesn’t matter!

Basic Self-healing principles

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Excerpt from the book “Letting go :The pathway to surrender”


“We will delineate the basic principles that facilitated the process of self-healing. In doing this, there will be a review of some of the material we have already covered, so as to bring it together into an integrated overall experience. We will start with the basic working concepts:
• A thought is a “thing.” It has energy and form.

• The mind with its thoughts and feelings controls the body; therefore, to heal the body, thoughts and feelings need to be changed.

• What is held in mind tends to express itself through the body.

• The body is not the real self; it is like a puppet controlled by the mind.

• Beliefs that are unconscious can manifest as illness, even though there is no memory of the underlying beliefs.

• An illness tends to result from suppressed and repressed negative emotions, plus a thought that gives it a specific form (i.e., consciously or unconsciously, one particular illness is chosen rather than another).”
“Thoughts are caused by suppressed and repressed feelings. When a feeling is let go, thousands or even millions of thoughts that were activated by that feeling disappear.

• Although a specific belief can be cancelled and energy to it can be refused, it is generally a waste of time to try to change thinking itself.

• We surrender a feeling by allowing it be there without condemning, judging, or resisting it. We simply look at it, observe it, and allow it to be felt without trying to modify it. With the willingness to relinquish a feeling, it will run out in due time.

• A strong feeling may recur, which means there is more of it to be recognized and surrendered.

• In order to surrender a feeling, sometimes it is necessary to start by relinquishing the feeling that is there about the particular emotion (e.g., guilt that “I shouldn’t have this feeling”).

• In order to relinquish a feeling, sometimes it is necessary to acknowledge and let go of the underlying payoff of it (e.g., the “thrill” of anger and the “juice” of sympathy from being a helpless victim).”
“Feelings are not the real self. Whereas feelings are programs that come and go, the real inner Self always stays the same; therefore, it is necessary to stop identifying transient feelings as yourself.

• Ignore thoughts. They are merely endless rationalizations of inner feelings.

• No matter what is going on in life, keep the steadfast intention to surrender negative feelings as they arise.

• Make a decision that freedom is more desirable than having a negative feeling.”
“• Choose to surrender negative feelings rather than express them.

• Surrender resistance to and skepticism about positive feelings.

• Relinquish negative feelings but share positive ones.

• Notice that letting go is accompanied by a subtle, overall lighter feeling within yourself.

• Relinquishing a desire does not mean that you won’t get what you want. It merely clears the way for it to happen.

• Get it by “osmosis.” Put yourself in the aura of those who have what you want.

• “Like goes to like.” Associate with people who are using the same or similar motivation and who have the intention to expand their consciousness and to heal.”
“• Be aware that your inner state is known and transmitted. The people around you will intuit what you are feeling and thinking, even if you don’t verbalize it.

• Persistence pays off. Some symptoms or illnesses may disappear promptly; others may take months or years if the condition is very chronic.

• Let go of resisting the technique. Start the day with it. At the end of the day, take time out to relinquish any negative feelings left over from the day’s activities.

• You are only subject to what you hold in mind. You are only subject to a negative thought or belief if you consciously or unconsciously say that it applies to you.”
“• Stop giving the physical disorder a name; do not label it. A label is a whole program. Surrender what is actually felt, which are the sensations themselves. We cannot feel a disease. A disease is an abstract concept held in the mind. We cannot, for instance, feel “asthma.” It is helpful to ask, “What am I actually feeling?” Simply observe the physical sensations, such as, “Tightness in the chest, wheezing, a cough.” It is not possible, for example, to experience the thought, “I’m not getting enough air.” That is a fearful thought in the mind. It is a concept, a whole program called “asthma.” What is actually being experienced is a tension or a constriction in the throat or chest. The same principle goes for “ulcers” or any other disorder. We cannot feel “ulcers.” We feel a burning or piercing sensation. The word “ulcer” is a label and a program, and as soon as we use that word to label our experience, we identify ourselves with the whole “ulcer” program. Even the word “pain” is a program. In reality, we are feeling a specific body sensation. The process of self-healing goes more quickly when we let go of “labeling or giving a name to the various physical sensations.”


• The same is true with our feelings. Instead of putting labels and names on feelings, we can simply feel the feelings and let go of the energy behind them. It is not necessary to label a feeling “fear” in order to be aware of its energy and relinquish that energy.”

حوار مع صديقتى المثالية جدا

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تحدثت بالأمس مع صديقتى و احتد النقاش بيننا حيث كانا نناقش قضية هامة تدور حوال هذا التساؤل :هل فساد الدولة نتجية لفساد الأفراد أم نتجية لفساد المنظومة الحاكمة من رئيس و حكومة؟

ترى صديقتى أنها نتجية لفساد الأفراد حيث ترى أن الالتزام الأخلاقى للأفراد و التزامهم بتعاليم دينهم هو العامل الرئيسى فى نجاح الدولة فقلت لها أن نظرتها مثالية جدا و أنها تحلم بالمدينة الفاضلة حيث يلتزم الجميع بالأخلاق والدين و هذا غير ما يحدث على أرض الواقع حيث تشكل هذه الفئة الملتزمة أخلاقيا و دينيا نسبة ضئيلة جدا لا تتعدى الواحد فى المئة

ويوجد كلا الناقضيين الملتزم جدا بالأخلاق و المنحرف جدا و الفاسد على الطرف الأخر و فى الوسط يقع معظم البشر الذى يخلطون عملا صالحا بآخر سىء فكيف تمثل حالات فردية نجاح الدولة!

هل يكفى التزام مليون شخص مثلا لنجاح دولة من ٩٠ مليون فرد؟!

لماذا ينجح كل العلماء الذى يسافرون للعمل فى الخارج بينما لا يحققوا مثل هذا النجاح فى الداخل؟!

كان رأيى الذى قلته لها ان نجاح اى دولة نتجية لتطبيق القانون و قوة و نزاهة من يحكمون هذه الدولة 

فمؤسسات الدولة هى العمود الفقرى الذى يتحكم فى باقى الدولة و لن تتكمن اى دولة من النهوض بدون هذا العمود الفقرى القوى

ضربت لى مثلا كيف ان الدول الأوروبية يلتزمون أخلاقيا منذ البداية نتجية للتربية السليمة التى تؤدى فى النهاية الى دولة ناجحة و متطورة

ذكرت لها نفس المثال انهم فى الغرب والدول الأوروبية لا يلتزمون فقط بالأخلاق لكن بالقانون الذى يشكل لهم الرادع الأكبر فهم حين يخطأون يعلمون أنهم سوف يحاسبوا 

حتى فى الدين الذى يجعلك تلتزم بقواعد الدين هى فكرة الثواب و العقاب حيث ان النفس البشرية اذا تركت لأهوائها فأنها بالتأكيد تنحرف

قد يلتزم البعض لتمسكه بالأخلاق أو الدين أو التربية لكن سؤالى لها كيف نجعل دولة من ملايين الأفراد تلتزم بالقواعد الصحيحة ؟!

قالت لى مجددا التربية و التمسك بالدين و الأخلاق المفترض ان يتمسك بهم الجميع للنهوض بالدولة حيث التزام كل فرد هو ما يحدد نجاح الدولة ككل قلت لها كل هذا جميل ولكن ما يحدث على أرض الواقع ان فى المجتمع الكثير من المنحرفين الفاسدين و النصابين و المجرمين ما الذى يجعل و يجبر كل هؤلاء على الألتزام بالأخلاق و الدين؟

فى رأيى شىء واحد فقط هو الالتزام بالقانون و الخوف من العقاب ،كل شىء آخر فى رأيى هو مجرد أفتراضات و نظرة فلسفية لما يجب أن يحدث أو يكون!

من رأى منكم فيلم جوليا روبرتس قصة الفيلم مأخوذة من قصة واقعية حدثت بالفعل ،فى الفيلم جوليا روبرتس تعمل فى مكتب محاماة و تقوم بالعمل فى قضية فساد شركة مياه حيث أدى تلوث المياه فى منطقة معينة فى انتشار العديد من الأمراض نحن هنا نتكلم عن مؤسسة من مؤسسات الدولة الحكومية قامت جوليا برفع قضية ضد شركة المياة بعد ما قدمت كل الأدلة التى تثبت تضرر الناس منها ونجحت فى أن تحصل للمتضررين على تعويض بملايين الدولارات 

هذا هو الفرق بينا و بينهم ببساطة ففى الغرب حتى أن كان يوجد فساد فيوجد قانون يحاكم من يخطأ ولا سيادة لأحد فوق هذا القانون لكن فى بلدنا توجد الآف القوانين لا يتم تفعيلها او تطبيقها او حتى معقابة من يقوم بكسرها بأى شكل !!

فلنبدأ من البداية فعندما أصحو من النوم ولا أجد ماء أو كهرباء فأنى ألعن الدولة التى أعيش فيها التى لا توفر للمواطن أبسط الخدمات!

عندما أمشى فى شارع غير ممهد و ملئ بالقمامة أشعر بالأشمئزاز و أكره البلد التى لاتهتم بالنظافة تقول لى صديقتى المفروض أن نتعلم الأنلقى نلقى القمامة فى الشارع أوكى أنا مش هرمى بس متأكدة أن فى مليون غيرى هيرموا زبالة و يلوثوا البيئة!

عندما أضيع أكثر من عشرين عاما من عمرى فى تعليم لا فائدة منه لا ينمى مهاراتى و لا يعدنى لسوق العمل و لا يطور شخصيتى فأنى أسأل نفسى ما فائدة كل ذلك و ما فائدة هذه الورقة التى تسمى الشهادة التى أستطيع أن أبلها و أشرب ميتها!

أين هى الدولة التى من المفروض أن توفر لى تعليم جيد و وظيفة بعد التخرج؟!

أنى ألعن هذه البلد آلاف المرات و أكره هذا النظام الفاشل من أعماقى!

عندما لا أجد وسيلة مواصلات آدمية 

عندما لا أجد هواء و ماء نظيف فكل شئ فى هذه البلد ملوث حتى الأفكار!!

أنها دولة فاشلة بكل المقاييس ولا يمكن لفرد أن يغير دولة بأكملها مهما التزام بالقواعد وكان مواطن مثالى من الدرجة الأولى 

الدولة هى نتجية من يحكمها و يديرها و من يسن القوانين و يعاقب كل من يخرج عن القانون مهما كان منصبه!

ومع ذلك أنا أؤمن جدا بمقولة غاندى “كن أنت التغيير الذى تريد أن تراه فى العالم” علينا أن نلتزم نعم فى حياتنا من أجل أنفسنا و من أجل حياة أفضل لنا و لغيرنا لكن المسؤلية الحقيقية تقع على الدولة التى يجب أن توفر كل سبل العيش الكريم لمواطنيها

أحيانا فساد الدولة يؤدى إلى فساد الأفراد فأنك حين ترى المنظمومة كلها فاسدة فما أسهل أن تبرر لنفسك أن هذا الفساد و الظلم لا يواجه الا بنفس درجة الفساد فلتجأ الى التحايل و الكذب و الخداع من أجل فقط أن تعيش فى وسط هذا الكم من العفن!

لا يوجد دولة ناجحة تعانى جميع مؤسساتها من الفشل من تعليم وصحة وقضاء و شرطة الخ 

فعندما يغيب العدل والقانون فى الدولة يصبح كل شئ فاسد ويؤدى بها فى النهاية إلى الأنهيار و السقوط

أين نحن من عمر بن الخطاب (رضى الله عنه )الذى بكى لأنه لم يمهد طريق لدابة فى العراق هذا هو الحاكم الحقيقى للدولة الناجحة الحاكم الذى يشعر بحجم المسؤلية على عاتقه و يفعل كل ما فى وسعه ليوفر كل سبل الراحة و الأمان لشعبه و حينها يلتزم الشعب من نفسه لأنه يرى القدوة و المثل و أيضا القانون الذى يضع الجميع تحت قاعدة واحدة من الألتزام 

فهناك دولة قوية و دولة مهلبية وطب احنا عارفين نفسنا 😀

Do you follow God’s only religion?

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People on Earth has many Religions like Islam ,Christianity ,Judaism etc but to God ,it’s one Religion and it’s “the submission to Him” and His orders
So how can you submit to God?
To submit to God means to believe in the oneness of God ,to be at peace with everything whether it’s Good or bad
God’s only Religion is “Islam”
إِنَّ الدِّينَ عِندَ اللَّهِ الْإِسْلَامُ ۗ

Here’s the verse from the Qur’an :
إِنَّ الدِّينَ عِندَ اللَّهِ الْإِسْلَامُ ۗ وَمَا اخْتَلَفَ الَّذِينَ أُوتُوا الْكِتَابَ إِلَّا مِن بَعْدِ مَا جَاءَهُمُ الْعِلْمُ بَغْيًا بَيْنَهُمْ ۗ وَمَن يَكْفُرْ بِآيَاتِ اللَّهِ فَإِنَّ اللَّهَ سَرِيعُ الْحِسَابِ

(19) The Religion before Allah is Islam (submission to His Will): Nor did the People of the Book dissent therefrom except through envy of each other, after knowledge had come to them. But if any deny the Signs of Allah, Allah is swift in calling to account.

Islam in its wide meaning means the submission and the surrender to the will of God .Islam means believing in one God ,all the prophets and the divine books that God sent .
So I came to the conclusion that Even if someone is Christian, Jewish or Buddhist ,He can follow Islam (God’s only Religion) .
Islam as an ideology is the constitution that God puts on this earth and every religion has its rules and laws that are aligned with this idea of the Islam which means (the submission to the will of God ) .
When you fully accept the submission to God’s will,only then you will know peace and happiness  becoz deep down inside your heart ,you know that God is controlling Everything .
When you Let your life unfold according to God’s will and plan for you,you will get to where you always wanted to be .Just let it go and know that everything that happens is the best for you whether it’s good or bad ,it’s a test from God and it’s all well. Trust and believe in God and submit to Him and Follow His true and only Religion which is “The islam” = “Submission”

7 signs of meeting your twin flame for the first time 

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7 signs of meeting your twin flame for the first time 

1-intense attraction towards this person you have Never felt before in your life 

2-intense Eye contact like you cannot take your eyes off them

3-strange sense of familiarity and comfort 

4-feeling like you have met before and knew this person for a long time but you don’t remember where or when!

5-feeling that this person is the male or female version of yourself

6-Too much intense energy from the same soul frequency that you feel like tongue tied and cannot speak

7-Soul Recognition : you see yourself reflected in the eyes of your twin ,it’s like looking deeply into your soul and as they say eyes are windows of the soul 

My Surrender To You

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I already trust You God but i want to trust You with something else my destiny! I always wanted to control everything in my life ,i never trusted anything ,i always believed that i need to be in control 

I know there are zillion ways to reach what I want and i tried everything in my hands until i reached my wit’s end 

Now i thought may be this is Your way God of trying to say to me “You have to surrender your need for control to get what you want ” 

Is it true God?

I don’t feel any resistance inside of me now

This is not the end of the story ,may be this is just the beginning 

I will get what I want one way or another ,i create my own reality and I’m So determined 

And i wont resist what is anymore ,i will go with the flow

I choose the path of least resistance 

I know You will always choose what is best for me 

I hope this is the lesson You want to teach me God

And I want to tell You I got the lesson already 

I am now on the right track

It is true God ,it is happening

I remember the day when I told You i feel great ,uplifted and happy 

God I am open to all the possibilities 

For the first time in my life ,i trust You with everything 

I know You will never let me down 

Yes God ,I say Yes to anything You choose for me 

I trust You God with my life ,i know You will take care of everything 

I know i can be aligned with my desires ,i allow my desires

As prophet ibrahim peace be upon him trusted You with his life,I surrender

As prophet Mosses said God With me ,He will guide me ,I trust You

As prophet Muhammad said God with Us ,I believe in You

As prophet Ibrahim trusted You and followed Your orders,again I surrender

So God guide me to the right path ,choose for me ,tell me what to do or what not to do

 I feel good,i feel aligned with what i want

There is no ounce of resistance inside my body

Please God answer me in any way possible

Thank You very much 🙂