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About Mai yolyz

hi,it's me,,.,My real name is Mai and My nickname is Mai yolyz. I luv writing and i dream to become a writer someday inshaAllah (God willing) .I remember when i was a kid i used to write be4 even i know how to write.i would just draw all kind of shapes as if it's letters .the pen and the paper fascinated me and when i grow up ,this passion grows inside of me . I began writing my thoughts and my feelings and then turned into writing English poetry and I find in writing whether poetry or prose an outlet for my emotions and thoughts.Writing becomes my friend that listens to me all the time . I started blogging and i find it interesting as ppl u don't know come to read what u write and get inspired by that that feedback from others encouraged me to keep writing and now i can't let that go ,writing becomes part of who i am and part of what i will become :) thanks 4 stopping by ,Hope u find my words inspiring :)

When I get angry

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I have noticed this weird thing about myself ,anger motivates me like not any other emotion .when I get angry ,I feel an impulsive rush to do anything ,anything that is too wild,crazy or just plain irrational!

It seems that I only get to be so impulsive when I get So angry that nothing can cools me off like taking immediate action to let off some steam!

The positive side of my anger that it gives me confidence to do things I would have never done in my normal days

Astrologically speaking,I have got Scorpio in Mars ,Scorpio is about intense emotions and fearlessness and Mars is about Actions and impulsivity So It’s No wonder I’m only taking action when I feel such intense emotion like Anger

What scares me though is when my anger is directed at harming myself or others becoz anger is uncontrollable emotion that I find it is So Scary if I didn’t direct it wisely

When I really imagine the possibilities of things I could do when I get angry ,it is So Scary 

When I get angry ,I like to smash things ,curse,hit something with all my force luckily not people or myself ,shout or write it down 

But thank God ,ususally it takes Alot to make me lose my temper and I know how to calm myself down after a while so watch out peeps 😋😠😠

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The mission of the twin soul

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 Twin Flame Reunion T-shirt

I had that inner voice that told me about the number of true twin souls which is seven .there are only 7 true twin souls in the seven continents who are reuniting to uplift the energy of the planet Earth so the planet can ascend and awaken There are 7 chakra sites in the world ,in places that are historical and non-historical,like the 7 chakras inside the human body ,every chakra needs to be activated and with the help of twin souls who serve like portals of light ,through them that energy is activated

Once twin souls unite and got that energy activated inside of them then they can use that powerful energy to serve the whole humanity ,to make that shift from 3D into 5D

Egypt represents the throat chakra ,that’s why God chose prophet Moses to talk to him directly near mountain sinai in Egypt

But before being able to speak to God ,he had to activate his throat chakra through fasting from talking ,it said that the prophet moses fasted for 40 days!

God spoke directly to prophet Moses near Mount Tur in Sinai,Egypt.

 

If we put the pieces of the puzzle together ,it seems the mission of the only true twin soul in Egypt has something to do with communication and media!

Because twin soul has infinite power of manifestation ,they can revolutionize that field area of communication  

So the throat chakra sites exist in three places in the middle east 

Throat chakra: Great Pyramid of Giza and Mt Sinai, Egypt; Mt of Olives, Jerusalem.

 

There are 7 true twins around the world in the seven continents reuniting to make that shift happen in human consciousness,the world is in the process of awakening ,there’s huge leap that will happen in the coming years in all fields ,bringing more light and balance to the world

 

The Reference: http://themindunleashed.org/2013/07/earth-chakras-and-vortices-earth-energy.html#comments

What is the soul?

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What is the Soul?

The Soul is the divine masculine and feminine energies balanced together 

This means that soul is neutral and genderless

The soul is the manifestation of anything becoz anything to manifest ,it needs to be neutral

This is what happens when we let go of something we want so bad ,we become neutral ,balanced and that thing we want ,its energy becomes neutral to us that’s why we attract it into our lives becoz whether we have that thing or not ,it’s okay with us!!



“Verily, the case of Jesus is as the case of Adam in the sight of Allâh. He fashioned him out of dust, then He said to him,`Be’, and he came to be”


There are only two people in the history of humankind who were created without a marriage ,

Adam and Jesus (peace be upon them)!

For Adam is the One Soul in manifestation ,it means that Adam are both the masculine and the feminine energy inside one body so for “physical” marriage to happen ,the feminine has to be extracted from him and that’s how Eve was created So now a “physical” marriage can happen becoz the one soul needs its polarity whether masculine or feminine for marriage to happen ,Adam and Eve were twin souls!

Adam is the masculine side and Eve the feminine side of the one soul!

In the case of Jesus (peace be upon him) he is also the manifestation of the one soul like Adam were at the time of creation so Jesus can never get married becoz he is already One whole Soul ,he got both the feminine and masculine inside of him!

 Jesus (peace upon him) is the only prophet who was supported by the power of the soul,that’s why he could heal and create life by the permission of God .The One Soul can manifest anything becoz it got the power of the divine ,that energetic balance inside ,the neutral state becoz it’s an order of manifestation from God. 



The soul means instant manifestation of anything ,it’s the order “Be” that God use to create.So the soul is the energetic power of creation.The soul is what manifests energy into matter 

That’s how the prophet Jesus (peace be upon him) used to create ,he used the power of the soul becoz he was supported by that power since his magical birth.


“And (remember) her who guarded her chastity: We breathed into her of Our spirit, and We made her and her son a sign for all peoples.”


“We gave Jesus the son of Mary Clear (Signs) and strengthened him with the holy spirit”


 “Christ Jesus the son of Mary was (no more than) a messenger of Allah, and His Word, which He bestowed on Mary, and a spirit proceeding from Him: so believe in Allah and His messengers.”


So the prophet Jesus (peace be upon him) was the word “Be” that God use to create ,the Soul,the order.


Prophet jesus (peace be upon him) was the manifestation of the one soul in a human body,that’s why he had the gifts of creation ,manifestation and healing.

So it’s the power of the soul that God supported him with ,”The power of creation and instant manifestation”


(And when he came as a Messenger to the children of Israel, he said,) “I have come to you with a clear Sign from your Lord: in your very presence, I make the likeness of a bird out of clay and breathe into it and it becomes, by God’s Command, a bird. I heal those born blind and the lepers and I bring to life the dead by God’s Command: I inform you of what you eat and what you store up in your houses. Surely there is a great Sign for you in all this, if you have a mind to believe. 45 And I have come to confirm those teachings of the Guidance of the Torah which are intact in my time. 46 Lo! I have come with a clear Sign from your Lord; 47 so fear God and obey me. Indeed God is my Lord, and also your Lord; therefore worship Him alone: that is the straight way.”48 Quran 3:49-51 



God says in the Qur’an “Verily, when He intends a thing, His Command is, “be”, and it is!”


The soul is an order from God ,it means the manifestation of everything that God want it to happen!

When God wants something to “Be” ,it comes into “being” 

That being,, instant manifestation and order is the Soul.

So for anything to Go from being an energy into physical being ,It needs Soul “balance of masculine and feminine energies which lead to Manifestation” 

The breath of soul that God gave us Adam (peace be upon him) is What makes us alive ,manifesting physically as humans while in fact we are souls .That manifestation into the physical is becoz we have a Soul inside of us .so when we die ,the soul leaves the body becoz it is what keeps us alive!


That’s what I reached to conclusion after searching for what the word “Soul” means

It could mean more than that or it could mean something completely different but as a human I’m trying my best to understand the secrets of this world ,,there are many secrets we still don’t know ,God only knows best 🙂


The only Sign that can make you sure someone is your true twin flame!

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Twin Flame Reunion T-shirt *Click the image*

 

Some twin flames or people who claim to be “twin flames” are so confused with the signs and still not sure! If There is only one sign that can make you say this person is your twin flame for sure It’s the One Soul that you share with this person ,So how can you tell for sure you share the same Soul?!

The soul reveals itself in the eyes as eyes are windows of the soul and little details like the smile ,the the way of talking and the tone of voice

If you looked deeply into the eyes of your twin ,you can see your soul so clear ,it’s like looking into the mirror ,no one can match your soul or energy except your twin flame.Your twin flame is your mirror ,the exact same frequency and essence .One Soul in two bodies. Can you see your soul in your twin’s eyes?

Twin souls have the same smile and almost the same way of talking. Everyone’s smile is unique ,it’s like their signature! With twin souls,it’s the same smile 🙂

The way of talking is also very similar  

The tone of voice : twin souls almost share the same tone of voice because they vibrate at the same frequency thus their throat chakra vibrates at the same frequency too due to the same energetic essence.

But due to differences between men and women ,the tone of voice could change a little but very similar though 

So all the other signs of twin flames don’t matter much because you can share most of them with a soulmate like telepathy ,synchronicity,attraction ,familiarity,etc

It’s only the essence that matters when it comes to twin souls ,so look for your soul in the eyes of your twin and that’s your only true sign that this person is You but in another body ,you true twin soul 🙂

Grateful

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I’m happy and I feel like crying too ,suddenly when you realize the wisdom of God you can’t help it but cry For many years I cried and suffered for thinking I’m So unlucky but I found out I’m lucky beyond my imagination.Every pain I have went through was a blessing in disguise

It took me years to get the meaning behind suffering ,it was for a reason which is to get me to my Destiny and I’m seeing my destiny unfolding and that’s rare ,very rare and beautiful and also challenging!

It empowers me to live my life determined and assured that I will get what I want someday somehow! 

I’m So thankful for all those who have helped me without knowing ,the hidden soldiers ,the angels in Human form ,I wish you all more happiness and success ,Life has never been better and I’m starting to figure it all out Eventually since I’ve been awakened and I feel like I’m on the right track and I am noticing synchronicities and signs that tell me Yes you are almost there ,keep going 🙂

Oh God I’m speechless ,Thank You ,Thank You,Thank You 🙂

Memorizing The Facts!

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There are 3 jobs i wanted and dreamed to become :Being detective,Writer and/or psychiatrist !
I’m Like any normal girl ,I lived in Egypt ,went to public school ,then college and get the certificate that i can just hang on the wall or soak it in the water then drink its water .In other words ,it’s so useless !!
I remember Adel Amam’s famous Quote in one of his plays ‘’de bald bat3et shahdat” “it’s a country that like certificates” and it’s so true ,we judge others status or education by their certificates instead of their actual knowledge while if we see the most successful people ,we would find most of them didn’t complete their studies or dropped out of school like Bill gates but they chased their passions and learn through self-study and get what they wanted and become successful !
tell me how many people who really Study something because they are interested in it or because they Luv it and want to learn more about it??? you can count these people on the fingers of one hand. Most of the students think of just passing the exams and their relationship with studying and books end there with the finals .They broke up becoz this relationship isn’t based on true love but rather the need to get something done and that’s it!!

since i was a little kid ,I was taught to memorize ,Learn everything by heart even in math or science ,we would study Facts ,facts and nothing but facts ,it’s Like “hard times” in dickens novel !!
and when I graduated I faced the hard and harsh reality ,No jobs!
All these years i wasted in studying and then Nothing! Yeah ,our government teaches us to be independent ,Go and find a job for yourself!
Most of the students in our beloved Country Lost faith in Learning.Let me tell you why
first ,you teach them from childhood like 5 or 6 to memorize ,and when these little curious creatures start to ask questions ,they got suppressed becoz who are you to question the teacher? or it’s just like that “haya kda” ,you will know later when you grow up!!

then when the children grow up ,they go to elementary school and they study more facts for 3 years .following that The Nightmare ,The horror which is called “High School” or as we call it in Egypt “ el thanwya el 3amma” and since it starts ,you find your parents putting so much pressure on you to study and study and never leave the book becoz your whole life and future depends on how high your score in the exams and that the more you memorize ,the better your chances of getting high grade and getting to the college you dream of or ironically the one your parents want !!

after leaving High school with its ups and downs ,you find the college world not much different but more years you spend in memorizing and that’s true for all the colleges like Law ,arts ,education ,etc etc .After you graduate ,you find that you wasted most of your years memorizing facts that you never use in real life or don’t benefit you in any practical way!
For God sake,Stop Memorizing!! understand why the hell you are doing this? what’s the point? if we are gonna change the future ,we must think of a creative way of doing things !
I Lost faith in the education system and come to embrace the self-study approach ,Study what you love, forget about “Study” ,that very word makes you feel like you gonna just work hard to get a high score on an exam .READ ,EXPlore,Discover ,Be curious about the world and USE your Brain to think about stuff that interest you .IF we have one life ,at least spend it Doing Something you actually Love and passionate about,anything else is just waste of time,money and effort and really doesn’t matter!

Basic Self-healing principles

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Excerpt from the book “Letting go :The pathway to surrender”


“We will delineate the basic principles that facilitated the process of self-healing. In doing this, there will be a review of some of the material we have already covered, so as to bring it together into an integrated overall experience. We will start with the basic working concepts:
• A thought is a “thing.” It has energy and form.

• The mind with its thoughts and feelings controls the body; therefore, to heal the body, thoughts and feelings need to be changed.

• What is held in mind tends to express itself through the body.

• The body is not the real self; it is like a puppet controlled by the mind.

• Beliefs that are unconscious can manifest as illness, even though there is no memory of the underlying beliefs.

• An illness tends to result from suppressed and repressed negative emotions, plus a thought that gives it a specific form (i.e., consciously or unconsciously, one particular illness is chosen rather than another).”
“Thoughts are caused by suppressed and repressed feelings. When a feeling is let go, thousands or even millions of thoughts that were activated by that feeling disappear.

• Although a specific belief can be cancelled and energy to it can be refused, it is generally a waste of time to try to change thinking itself.

• We surrender a feeling by allowing it be there without condemning, judging, or resisting it. We simply look at it, observe it, and allow it to be felt without trying to modify it. With the willingness to relinquish a feeling, it will run out in due time.

• A strong feeling may recur, which means there is more of it to be recognized and surrendered.

• In order to surrender a feeling, sometimes it is necessary to start by relinquishing the feeling that is there about the particular emotion (e.g., guilt that “I shouldn’t have this feeling”).

• In order to relinquish a feeling, sometimes it is necessary to acknowledge and let go of the underlying payoff of it (e.g., the “thrill” of anger and the “juice” of sympathy from being a helpless victim).”
“Feelings are not the real self. Whereas feelings are programs that come and go, the real inner Self always stays the same; therefore, it is necessary to stop identifying transient feelings as yourself.

• Ignore thoughts. They are merely endless rationalizations of inner feelings.

• No matter what is going on in life, keep the steadfast intention to surrender negative feelings as they arise.

• Make a decision that freedom is more desirable than having a negative feeling.”
“• Choose to surrender negative feelings rather than express them.

• Surrender resistance to and skepticism about positive feelings.

• Relinquish negative feelings but share positive ones.

• Notice that letting go is accompanied by a subtle, overall lighter feeling within yourself.

• Relinquishing a desire does not mean that you won’t get what you want. It merely clears the way for it to happen.

• Get it by “osmosis.” Put yourself in the aura of those who have what you want.

• “Like goes to like.” Associate with people who are using the same or similar motivation and who have the intention to expand their consciousness and to heal.”
“• Be aware that your inner state is known and transmitted. The people around you will intuit what you are feeling and thinking, even if you don’t verbalize it.

• Persistence pays off. Some symptoms or illnesses may disappear promptly; others may take months or years if the condition is very chronic.

• Let go of resisting the technique. Start the day with it. At the end of the day, take time out to relinquish any negative feelings left over from the day’s activities.

• You are only subject to what you hold in mind. You are only subject to a negative thought or belief if you consciously or unconsciously say that it applies to you.”
“• Stop giving the physical disorder a name; do not label it. A label is a whole program. Surrender what is actually felt, which are the sensations themselves. We cannot feel a disease. A disease is an abstract concept held in the mind. We cannot, for instance, feel “asthma.” It is helpful to ask, “What am I actually feeling?” Simply observe the physical sensations, such as, “Tightness in the chest, wheezing, a cough.” It is not possible, for example, to experience the thought, “I’m not getting enough air.” That is a fearful thought in the mind. It is a concept, a whole program called “asthma.” What is actually being experienced is a tension or a constriction in the throat or chest. The same principle goes for “ulcers” or any other disorder. We cannot feel “ulcers.” We feel a burning or piercing sensation. The word “ulcer” is a label and a program, and as soon as we use that word to label our experience, we identify ourselves with the whole “ulcer” program. Even the word “pain” is a program. In reality, we are feeling a specific body sensation. The process of self-healing goes more quickly when we let go of “labeling or giving a name to the various physical sensations.”


• The same is true with our feelings. Instead of putting labels and names on feelings, we can simply feel the feelings and let go of the energy behind them. It is not necessary to label a feeling “fear” in order to be aware of its energy and relinquish that energy.”